Things that didn't make it to the Facebook wall.
2011-06-11
Been some time since I've added an entry..with Facebook statuses doing a decently good job..but some things that ought to be written down, yet perhaps not what i'd want to tell the whole world; think I'll put them here. Mystery is the key. When I can't find anything about something, it increases it's appeal a thousand fold. Good marketing technique..good for ppl too.. Trust God. When everything seems so overwhelming, and you're running your hardest to catch that deadline cos it has overtaken you..stop and pray. And take things one at a time..don't try to do them all cos sometimes, honestly, I am not superwoman. Good books can take you anywhere. Imaginative authors are amazing. Jasper fforde is one that just blew my mind. But terry pratchett I will always love your discworld. After waiting close to 3 years for that drum set, it's just sitting there cos I don't have a headphone adaptor! A case of so near yet so far. yet the urge to play it isn't there..classic lydia-syndrome. When it's within reach, it's not interesting anymore. Story of my life. Well-planned events don't always go as you hope for them to. One times one natural disaster plus nuclear meltdown can dash 6 months worth of Japan hopes and give you this horrible pang in your heart whenever you hear the country or watch some documentary about tsukiji fishmarket. Cos you know you won't be there for some time to come. But korea is definitely worth traveling free and easy. Beautiful place. Jealousy. Inferiority. Distrust. Things that shouldn't ever be present in a marriage. Worms their way in, and shatters it from the inside. Shutting up too much also contributes to this, I think. Not happy, just say. Golf, is more than I thought. I never could comprehend why ppl say many deals are done on the course, but now I think I am beginning to understand. Ppl are more relaxed, you can have random conversations, and relationships slowly get built. The lunches also do help. Perhaps that's why they bond so well. Besides the language barrier, a bunch of single guys in a foreign land have one thing in common- lots of free time after work. Being a girl has it's advantages. My abilities, if transferred to a guy, would make him a substandard one. But as a girl, it is rare, perhaps, to know these things. Making me somewhat interesting for a while, I guess. But I will have to continually improve for it to make a difference. Else I'll be a substandard girl, which would be even worse. I don't know a lot of things. In fact, I'm pretty ignorant of them. And I will have to stop pretending that I know it all.
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